ahh awoken to a rude shock...
i had t42 today.. i dno whether it was good or bad cos it tugged at my heartstrings really badly that i teared a couple of times..
mr boy:
i can see that you are really uncomfortable .... ..... ....
actly yes I am.. but im trying very hard to be happy and be myself and be unaffected... yet whenever someone brings that up...
AH i shall not say here...
btw i have a private xanga blog exclusively for my close friends.. it's highly p and c.. to get the addie please ask me personally
and i have come to a firm decision aft discussing with mr boy... either way i have to pay a heavy price.. but i do not want to live to regret..
he said..
you are not strong academically
you need to articulate yourself better
and you need to be trained in terms of your interview skills to speak in a confident manner..

that's exactly what i need... people to tell me where i go wrong..

so it was all a masquerade... i believe i can live with it... i will not crumble in the face of a challenge.. (if you call that a challenge=P) I WILL SURVIVE...